Saturday, April 30, 2011

agIsh: The Next Milestone - Part I

I hate feeling alone. This is definitely one of those times. I think that's why I randomly click on my bookmarks: hoping that it refreshes with new content, assuring me that someone is just on the other side of that monitor.

You know it's bad when you've signed onto facebook chat. The only thing worse than facebook is facebook chat. :(

I'm blogging tonight to feel connected. To what or to whom? I really couldn't tell you. I guess it's just enough to be a random blog entry floating in this virtual space.

The reason I'm here and not out there is because of my next milestone. In a little under two weeks, I'll have to stand in front of a committee of professors and prove to them that I'm good enough to receive an 8.5 x 11" piece of paper that says "Masters" on it. I'm nervous...very nervous. To make sure that I perform well in spite of my anxiety I'm choosing to sit here and work.

But, there's the rub: the longer I sit, the less connected I feel, the worse my productivity.

So, in an attempt to reach a happy medium, I'm going to blog each night and share/track my progress. It'll help me move forward and should be fun to read after the fact.

Wish me luck. I need it.


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